Embracing Change

I told myself two years ago
Don't be afraid of change
Embrace it, welcome it
Don't let it feel so strange

But now I find myself
In a constant state of fight
Every drastic change I face
Fills me with such fright

I thought I was prepared
For whatever life may bring
But when it comes down to it
I struggle with everything

I try to push through
To embrace the unknown
But the fear inside me
Has only grown and grown

I know I need to change
To grow and to evolve
But the battle within me
Is hard to resolve

So I'll keep fighting on
Despite the fear I feel
Hoping that one day
I'll find a sense of zeal

For change is inevitable
And I must learn to adapt
To let go of my fears
And leave behind the trap

I told myself two years ago
Don't be afraid of change
I'll keep reminding myself
Until my mindset rearrange.

This poem delves into my internal struggle and fear that often accompany significant changes in life. I initially motivated myself to embrace change, but as I navigate through it, I find myself resisting, feeling overwhelmed and fearful. The poem delves into the difficulty of releasing fear and my journey of adapting and growing through change.