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  • Seeking

    In a world of chaos, uncertainty abound,
    I search for solace, for a truth profound.
    In the midst of madness, I seek a guiding light,
    To navigate these crazy times, to make things right.

    I long to find God, to feel His presence near,
    To offer me comfort, to calm my fear.
    In this swirling storm of doubt and despair,
    I yearn for a sign, for a whisper of prayer.

    I am self-aware of the world's turmoil,
    Of the hatred, the violence, the constant toil.
    But deep within me, a spark of hope remains,
    A belief in something greater, that sustains.

    I seek God in the beauty of a sunrise,
    In the kindness of a stranger's eyes.
    I find Him in the laughter of a child,
    In the gentle breeze, so calm and mild.

    In these crazy times, I hold onto faith,
    Knowing that God is with me, in every wraith.
    I trust in His wisdom, His love so pure,
    And in His presence, I find my cure.

    So as I journey through this tumultuous land,
    I cling to my faith, with open hand.
    For in seeking God, I find my peace,
    And in His grace, my worries cease.

  • Soulful Understanding

    Some of us are just pure souls, shining bright
    In a world so complex, trying to make things right
    Through the chaos and confusion, we strive
    To find peace and understanding, keep our spirits alive

    We ask questions, seek answers, try to comprehend
    The intricacies of life, its twists and bends
    With open hearts and minds, we explore
    The depths of our existence, what we're here for

    We may not have all the answers, but we'll keep on trying
    To make sense of this world, keep our souls flying
    Together we'll navigate the complexities we face
    And find beauty and meaning in this wondrous place

    So let's embrace our pure souls, and never lose sight
    Of the magic and wonder that surrounds us, day and night
    In unity and love, we'll find our way
    And make sense of this complex world, come what may.

  • Archer of the stars 

    In the realm where fire meets the sky,
    A Sagittarius spirit soars high,
    With bow in hand and arrow true,
    She charts a course, her dreams pursue.

    Free-spirited and wild at heart,
    She embraces life, a work of art,
    Adventure calls, she heeds the sign,
    Her restless soul seeks the divine.

    Optimistic, she sees the light,
    In darkest hours, she shines so bright,
    Her laughter echoes through the air,
    A Sagittarius, bold and rare.

    A seeker of truth, she roams the land,
    In search of wisdom, she takes a stand,
    Her curiosity knows no bounds,
    In every moment, joy resounds.

    With an open mind and spirit free,
    A Sagittarius, wild and free,
    Her artistry lies in being true,
    To the fire that burns within, anew.
    The theme of this poem is centered around the characteristics and essence of the Sagittarius zodiac sign. It celebrates traits such as freedom, adventure, optimism, curiosity, and a quest for truth. The poem paints a portrait of a spirited individual who embraces life with enthusiasm and courage, guided by a sense of exploration and a desire for deeper understanding. It captures the essence of the Sagittarius spirit as bold, adventurous, and unapologetically authentic.

  • Caged

    Am I the bird in flight, or am I the cage,
    Enclosing my world in steel, silent rage?
    Perhaps I am both, the foundation and the bound,
    Yearning for freedom, yet the door cannot be found.

    My wings, once strong, now clipped by fear's embrace,
    My feet tethered to earth, longing for open space.
    In this prison of metal, a paradox resides,
    Protection or confinement, where truth hides.

    From dawn till dusk, I remain confined,
    Moving, yet never leaving the cage behind.
    Within these walls of my own design,
    I search for escape, a path to find.

    The cage offers refuge from the chaos outside,
    A semblance of happiness, a comforting tide.
    Yet amidst the safety, a yearning stirs deep,
    To soar beyond boundaries, where dreams sleep.

    I've yearned to spread my wings and take flight,
    But the cage holds me back, veiling my sight.
    Fear of the unknown, fear of what could be,
    Keeps me tethered to what I cannot see.

    Yet in the quiet of night, I ponder and dream,
    Of a life unencumbered, of a limitless stream.
    For if I were to break free from this cage,
    Would true freedom await, or an uncertain stage?

  • Faded into the shadows

    The darkness introduced me to heartbreak, a familiar face
    Seems you've left your mark once again
    I was drawn in by your hollow promises
    A fool to believe there was ever a spark to begin

    My heart aches for understanding
    Destiny already etched in stone
    Another disaster on the horizon
    We set off on this journey as friends, now lost and alone

    I'm searching desperately for myself
    My shadow lingers, but lacks substance
    Death's constant knocking at my door
    Becoming a tiresome presence

    She entered like a predator
    Tearing my heart into shards
    I only wanted a taste of love
    Didn't expect to lose what I held so dear

    Easily seen yet still blind to the truth
    Awake, yet feeling dead inside
    The lesson learned, the moral of the story
    Slowly descending into purgatory's tide

    Some may see me as last year's stock
    Just another forgotten category
    No glory to be found in this tale
    Like John Tory, I've become a distant memory

    Darkness claims its territory
    Sharing me with its sister, Death
    As I fade into the shadows
    Lost, forgotten, just a breath.

  • The girl that lives inside me

    The girl inside me, she crept in like a thief in the night

    A festering word, poisoning my soul with blight

    Infecting my organs, a dark force taking hold

    A shadow in my heart, a story left untold

    She lingers in the depths, a haunting specter of pain

    A relentless tormentor, driving me insane

    Whispers of darkness, echoing in my mind

    A curse I can’t shake, a truth I can’t unwind

    I try to resist, to push her away

    But she’s a part of me, here to stay

    The girl inside me, a raw and primal force

    A reminder of my battles, a source of remorse

    She may be a thief in the dark, a poison in my veins

    But she’s a part of who I am, bound by invisible chains

    The girl that lives inside me, a raw and untamed beast

    A constant reminder of pain, a relentless inner feast.

    So I carry her with me, this girl inside my core

    A reminder of my struggles, a battle fought before

    She may be a thief in the night, a festering word within

    But she’s a part of who I am, a story that will never end.

  • The potter

    The potter



    I am but clay in the hands you've molded,
    A vessel shaped by your divine will,
    Formed from earth and air, a creation beholden,
    To the likeness of kings, to heavenly heights I still.

    Confessions spill as I gaze upon your word,
    Refreshing streams of truth wash over me,
    Awakening from suppression, my soul stirred,
    From depths of depression, I finally see.

    An accomplice to my own undoing,
    Victim of my self-inflicted pain,
    Dreams obscured by shadows, mind's pursuing,
    A virus of doubt, my spirit to restrain.

    Haunted by regrets, enslaved by mind's folly,
    Clutching memories that turn to foes,
    Love's elusive grasp, a hollow melancholy,
    Heart bruised, weary from endless blows.

    But within this broken vessel lies a truth,
    The Potter's hands have shaped me whole,
    From flaws to bylaws, from pain to proof,
    In the Creator's embrace, I find my soul.
  • A Soul’s Awakening

    A Soul’s Awakening

    Life, a battleground, she cried out loud,
    In her sea of sorrow, deep and profound.
    Scars etched in her soul, deeper than the sea,
    Every negative word a crashing wave, relentless and free.

    Whispers of the waves, a mournful sound,
    Her lips, ocean blue, no solace found.
    Words danced upon the tumultuous swell,
    A wrecking ball of pain, each strike a hell.

    Her body screamed, thunderous clash in the night,
    Regret's melody, haunting, taking flight.
    Reaching to the heavens, hand stretched wide,
    Pleading with the gods, from darkness to stride.

    Demons lurked, shadows weaving their spell,
    Darkness descending, her spirit to quell.
    Soul possessed, will shattered like glass,
    Yet she fought on, each breath a gasp.

    But darkness crept closer, reality stark and cold,
    Her fragile mind shaken, her spirit untold.
    Amid the vile words, her path seemed narrow,
    Yet in the distance, a flicker, a spark to borrow.

    Within the shadows, a glimmer of light,
    Hope ignited within, fierce and bright.
    Darkness turned to dawn, her soul revived,
    In that raw moment, she truly felt alive.
  • wounded

    wounded


    In the silent depths where shadows roam,
    My pain resides, a silent tome.
    Time's passage fades hearts, leaves them lone,
    Life's twists alter destinies unknown.

    The agony I've borne through years untold,
    Echoes louder than tales of old.
    A haunting addiction, consuming whole,
    A gnawing disease, taking its toll.

    Where lies the promise of "ever after"?
    In this world, distant laughter.
    I harbour a secret, too fearful to confess,
    Afraid of losing dignity, beauty's caress.

    Unready for battle, I long for light,
    Craving love's chimes, banishing night.
    Do not let me slip into the abyss's sway,
    For life's grasp consumes both night and day.

    Fragility echoes, easily broken,
    Memories twisted, left unspoken.
    Tragic, how hopeless memories cascade,
    Rendering my spirit, fragile, swayed.

    Behind painted smiles, my soul weeps,
    Gracefully broken, as darkness creeps.
    Within, my heart lies shattered and faded,
    A testament to life, painfully jaded.

     

  • Shades of love

    Shades of love


    Take the pain that lingers, let it rise, let it flow,
    Through the cracks of my soul, let emotions overflow.

    Some say I'm crazy, but in my truth, I'm sane,
    Waiting for my moment, to break free from the chain.
    If only there was a way to erase the past,
    To banish the hurt, to make it the last.

    So don't just watch as I fade away,
    In the depths of despair, where shadows play.
    Fight for me, hear my silent plea,
    Every ache, every throb, sets my spirit free.

    Love once felt like a dream, so far from reach,
    But with you, it's real, a lesson I teach.
    Break the curse, let me see your light,
    Guide me through the darkness, make everything right.

    Let me feel again, with just a touch, a kiss,
    With you, love blooms, it's something I'd never miss.
    They can't hold me now, I'm breaking free,
    Your voice, a beacon, guiding me to be.

    Tough on the outside, but inside, I'm soft,
    You're my monster, and I'm willing to be lost.
    Hold the strings, let's dance in the rain,
    Love may be fragile, but it's our eternal flame.

    We're shades of madness, wild and free,
    You breathe life into me, you're my destiny.
    The missing piece, in a puzzle so vast,
    My inspiration, my love, built to last.

    It may seem uncertain, but for you, I'll try,
    Never too late for love, let's spread our wings and fly.
    For a girl like me, with walls held so high,
    Loving with my heart, not just my mind, I'll defy.

    I'll fill your heart until it's bursting with me,
    Until you see, until you finally believe.
    It took time to realize, your love's plea,
    But now, I see it, you loved me, you love me.