Beneath the confident facade that I show the world,
there's a quieter side not everyone sees unfold.
Though I may appear strong and outgoing in light,
I truly cherish moments of peace in my own quiet night.
I find solace in simple joys like lazy Mondays in bed,
though speaking to crowds fills me with dread.
My passion lies in making a positive change,
and exploring new hobbies keeps my life rearranged.
Photography, rollerskating, or learning a new craft,
bring me fulfillment and memories of my grandmother's past.
Though others' opinions may weigh on my mind,
traveling and meeting new faces help me unwind.
I have a quirky sense of humor, hidden behind sarcasm's veil,
and accents for fun, like my British one, never fail.
Through displacement and vulnerability, I've learned to embrace,
life's challenges with humility and grace.
There's a side of me that craves attention and control,
a shadow side hidden from the world's patrol.
It's all me, flaws and all, that I'm learning to embrace,
finding solace in my room, without the need to chase.
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Self reflection
What is one word that describes you?
Upon pondering this question, I embarked on a little quest to seek out perspectives from my friends, family, and acquaintances by asking them to describe me in a single word. The responses were diverse and thought-provoking, with each individual offering a unique viewpoint on my character. From descriptors like ambitious, amiable, and charismatic to words such as outgoing, bodacious, passionate, curious, caring, and even high maintenance, the range of perceptions led me to engage in deep self-reflection. While none of my friends mentioned the word “Trailblazer,” it is a term that resonates deeply with me. “Trailblazer” embodies qualities of a pioneer and innovator, characteristics that my grade 10 business teacher recognized in me. His insight has stuck with me, highlighting aspects of myself that I may not have fully acknowledged at the time, particularly my outgoing nature and unwavering drive to pursue my aspirations relentlessly. That’s why If asked to describe myself with a single word, I would confidently choose “Trailblazer,” as it encompasses all the traits expressed by others and resonates with the essence of who I am.
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Embracing Change
I told myself two years ago
Don't be afraid of change
Embrace it, welcome it
Don't let it feel so strange
But now I find myself
In a constant state of fight
Every drastic change I face
Fills me with such fright
I thought I was prepared
For whatever life may bring
But when it comes down to it
I struggle with everything
I try to push through
To embrace the unknown
But the fear inside me
Has only grown and grown
I know I need to change
To grow and to evolve
But the battle within me
Is hard to resolve
So I'll keep fighting on
Despite the fear I feel
Hoping that one day
I'll find a sense of zeal
For change is inevitable
And I must learn to adapt
To let go of my fears
And leave behind the trap
I told myself two years ago
Don't be afraid of change
I'll keep reminding myself
Until my mindset rearrange.
This poem delves into my internal struggle and fear that often accompany significant changes in life. I initially motivated myself to embrace change, but as I navigate through it, I find myself resisting, feeling overwhelmed and fearful. The poem delves into the difficulty of releasing fear and my journey of adapting and growing through change.
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Unveiling Strength: Black Women’s Resilience
In the shadows of society, we stand,
Black, marginalized, with dreams unplanned.
Our voices muted, our struggles unseen,
Yet still, we’re objectified, as if we’re not even human beings.We’re strong, we’re resilient, we rise above,
But society sees us through a lens devoid of love.
Our bodies judged, our worth defined,
By the male gaze, our value confined.But we are more than just objects of desire,
We are fierce, we are powerful, our souls on fire.
We stand tall, we break free from the chains,
Embracing our beauty, our strength that remains.let us reclaim our power,
Let us stand together, in unity, every hour.
We are black, we are marginalized, but we are not defined,
By the oppressive standards that seek to confine.We are queens, we are warriors, we are magic untold,
Our stories, our voices, forever bold.
So let us rise, let us shine, let us be seen,
As the strong, resilient women, breaking barriers, breaking free.#International women’s day
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A Name Enriched with Significance and Spiritual Depth
What is your middle name? Does it carry any special meaning/significance?
My middle name is Avesha. I pronounce my name as A-Ve-Sha, but some people pronounce it as Ae-V-Ah-Sha.In my research, I have discovered that “Avesha” is a Sanskrit word that signifies being “imbued with” or “possessed by.” In Hindu philosophy, Avesha represents a state of total absorption or immersion in a specific mental or spiritual state. It also denotes being under the influence of a deity or divine energy. From my understanding , “Avesha” symbolizes being deeply influenced by a specific belief, emotion, or thought.
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Unwanted Questions
Oh, goodness! I always dread being asked why my bum is so big and why I’m so thick. It’s simply genetics, you know. I inherited it from my momma, and she got it from her momma.
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Bodies
My body, your body, her body
We are somebody, skin and bone
Breathing, moving, feeling deeply
In this world of flesh and tone
My body is a vessel
A home for my spirit to roam
Scarred and imperfect
But uniquely my own
Your body is a story
A dance of curves and lines
A map of experiences
Etched in every sign
Her body is a mystery
A universe to explore
A symphony of emotions
Each note, a silent roar
I am somebody
More than just this skin
A soul on a journey
Finding strength within
My body, your body, her body
We are all somebody, raw and true
Embracing our imperfections
In a world that's always new. -
Garden
In the garden of my soul, a delicate flower blooms,
Petals of strength and beauty, dispelling all glooms.
A treasure within, so deeply revered,
My essence, my worth, so crystal clear.
Like a precious gem, my value shines bright,
Unwavering and true, even in the darkest night.
Guarded with care, this sacred space,
My inner sanctum, my saving grace.
Just as the flower needs tender nurture and love,
I cherish myself, like the stars above.
For in valuing my essence, my true worth,
I embrace all of me, from heaven to earth.
So, honor your garden, your essence, your core,
For within you lies a treasure, forevermore.
Value yourself, as you would a precious art,
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Embracing Failure as a Stepping Stone
How has a failure, or apparent failure, set you up for later success?
Personally, embracing failure as a learning experience has been crucial in paving the way for my future success. I believe that failure does not define me, but rather shapes me into a stronger individual. Looking back on what I once considered failures, I have come to appreciate the valuable lessons learned and the growth that has resulted from those experiences. Enduring hardships has helped me build resilience and gratitude, transforming me into a more appreciative and adaptable person. Without facing struggles, I may not have developed the same level of resilience and appreciation for the ongoing journey towards success. I have come to understand that success is not solely measured by money or accolades, but also by the discipline and principles that guide my path.
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Navigating Life’s Profound Questions
In the pursuit of life’s purpose, one often grapples with profound questions, seeking meaning in the midst of uncertainty and ambiguity. As the Ivan Goncharov once said, ‘If you don’t know what you are living for, then you haven’t lived yet.’ This sentiment has been the guiding light of my journey, propelling me forward through the twists and turns of existence.
Daily writing promptYou’re writing your autobiography. What’s your opening sentence?
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