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  • Fleeting Hope, Lingering Pain

    In the depths of despair, a shadow resides,
    Whispers of doubt, where my heart abides.
    Why do good things slip away from my reach,
    Leaving my soul wounded, unable to preach?

    I dare not dream, for fear of the fall,
    Every success, a fleeting, cruel call.
    A cycle of loss and heartache, it seems,
    Leaving me broken, adrift in my dreams.

    I feel unworthy of joy, of love, of light,
    As if all good things will vanish from sight.
    But within me, a voice cries out to believe,
    That there's hope beyond what I perceive.

    I must confront the darkness, the pain, the strife,
    Embrace the shadows that haunt my life.
    For even in sorrow, there's a flicker of flame,
    A promise of healing, of release from shame.

    So I'll cling to the hope, despite the despair,
    And trust that my heart will learn how to repair.
    Though setbacks may come, I'll rise from the dust,
    For I am deserving of love, of joy, of trust.

  • Embracing Gratitude, Letting Go, and Finding Wisdom: Navigating Change Through Mindfulness Practice

    Describe one positive change you have made in your life.

    Lately, the changes I’ve been implementing in my life have revolved around the importance of pausing to acknowledge and be grateful for the simple yet significant blessings we often take for granted, like the air we breathe and the opportunities we’re afforded. A quote that has stuck with me is “Let go and let God be.” Despite my ambitions and aspirations, I’ve come to realize that genuine wisdom stems from recognizing that I can’t always control every aspect of life, no matter how much I may wish to do so.

  • Harmony in Imperfections

    We could be a melody, full of imperfections,
    Our harmonies blending in unique directions.
    With each note we play, a new story is told,
    Creating a symphony, beautiful and bold.

    Our rhythms may clash, our tones may not match,
    But together we create a perfect patchwork.
    In our discord, there lies a hidden beauty,
    A song of love, woven with complexity.

    So let us embrace our flaws and mistakes,
    For they are what make our music great.
    In our imperfections, we find our connection,
    A melody of love, pure and perfection.

  • Shadow side

    Beneath the confident facade that I show the world,
    there's a quieter side not everyone sees unfold.
    Though I may appear strong and outgoing in light,
    I truly cherish moments of peace in my own quiet night.

    I find solace in simple joys like lazy Mondays in bed,
    though speaking to crowds fills me with dread.
    My passion lies in making a positive change,
    and exploring new hobbies keeps my life rearranged.

    Photography, rollerskating, or learning a new craft,
    bring me fulfillment and memories of my grandmother's past.
    Though others' opinions may weigh on my mind,
    traveling and meeting new faces help me unwind.

    I have a quirky sense of humor, hidden behind sarcasm's veil,
    and accents for fun, like my British one, never fail.
    Through displacement and vulnerability, I've learned to embrace,
    life's challenges with humility and grace.

    There's a side of me that craves attention and control,
    a shadow side hidden from the world's patrol.
    It's all me, flaws and all, that I'm learning to embrace,
    finding solace in my room, without the need to chase.

  • Self reflection

    What is one word that describes you?

    Upon pondering this question, I embarked on a little quest to seek out perspectives from my friends, family, and acquaintances by asking them to describe me in a single word. The responses were diverse and thought-provoking, with each individual offering a unique viewpoint on my character. From descriptors like ambitious, amiable, and charismatic to words such as outgoing, bodacious, passionate, curious, caring, and even high maintenance, the range of perceptions led me to engage in deep self-reflection. While none of my friends mentioned the word “Trailblazer,” it is a term that resonates deeply with me. “Trailblazer” embodies qualities of a pioneer and innovator, characteristics that my grade 10 business teacher recognized in me. His insight has stuck with me, highlighting aspects of myself that I may not have fully acknowledged at the time, particularly my outgoing nature and unwavering drive to pursue my aspirations relentlessly. That’s why If asked to describe myself with a single word, I would confidently choose “Trailblazer,” as it encompasses all the traits expressed by others and resonates with the essence of who I am.

  • Embracing Change

    I told myself two years ago
    Don't be afraid of change
    Embrace it, welcome it
    Don't let it feel so strange

    But now I find myself
    In a constant state of fight
    Every drastic change I face
    Fills me with such fright

    I thought I was prepared
    For whatever life may bring
    But when it comes down to it
    I struggle with everything

    I try to push through
    To embrace the unknown
    But the fear inside me
    Has only grown and grown

    I know I need to change
    To grow and to evolve
    But the battle within me
    Is hard to resolve

    So I'll keep fighting on
    Despite the fear I feel
    Hoping that one day
    I'll find a sense of zeal

    For change is inevitable
    And I must learn to adapt
    To let go of my fears
    And leave behind the trap

    I told myself two years ago
    Don't be afraid of change
    I'll keep reminding myself
    Until my mindset rearrange.

    This poem delves into my internal struggle and fear that often accompany significant changes in life. I initially motivated myself to embrace change, but as I navigate through it, I find myself resisting, feeling overwhelmed and fearful. The poem delves into the difficulty of releasing fear and my journey of adapting and growing through change.

  • Unveiling Strength: Black Women’s Resilience

    In the shadows of society, we stand,
    Black, marginalized, with dreams unplanned.
    Our voices muted, our struggles unseen,
    Yet still, we’re objectified, as if we’re not even human beings.

    We’re strong, we’re resilient, we rise above,
    But society sees us through a lens devoid of love.
    Our bodies judged, our worth defined,
    By the male gaze, our value confined.

    But we are more than just objects of desire,
    We are fierce, we are powerful, our souls on fire.
    We stand tall, we break free from the chains,
    Embracing our beauty, our strength that remains.

    let us reclaim our power,
    Let us stand together, in unity, every hour.
    We are black, we are marginalized, but we are not defined,
    By the oppressive standards that seek to confine.

    We are queens, we are warriors, we are magic untold,
    Our stories, our voices, forever bold.
    So let us rise, let us shine, let us be seen,
    As the strong, resilient women, breaking barriers, breaking free.

    #International women’s day

  • A Name Enriched with Significance and Spiritual Depth

    What is your middle name? Does it carry any special meaning/significance?

    My middle name is Avesha. I pronounce my name as A-Ve-Sha, but some people pronounce it as Ae-V-Ah-Sha.In my research, I have discovered that “Avesha” is a Sanskrit word that signifies being “imbued with” or “possessed by.” In Hindu philosophy, Avesha represents a state of total absorption or immersion in a specific mental or spiritual state. It also denotes being under the influence of a deity or divine energy. From my understanding , “Avesha” symbolizes being deeply influenced by a specific belief, emotion, or thought.

  • Unwanted Questions

    Daily writing prompt
    What is one question you hate to be asked? Explain.
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    Oh, goodness! I always dread being asked why my bum is so big and why I’m so thick. It’s simply genetics, you know. I inherited it from my momma, and she got it from her momma.

  • Bodies

    My body, your body, her body
    We are somebody, skin and bone
    Breathing, moving, feeling deeply
    In this world of flesh and tone

    My body is a vessel
    A home for my spirit to roam
    Scarred and imperfect
    But uniquely my own

    Your body is a story
    A dance of curves and lines
    A map of experiences
    Etched in every sign

    Her body is a mystery
    A universe to explore
    A symphony of emotions
    Each note, a silent roar

    I am somebody
    More than just this skin
    A soul on a journey
    Finding strength within

    My body, your body, her body
    We are all somebody, raw and true
    Embracing our imperfections
    In a world that's always new.