Shadow side

Beneath the confident facade that I show the world,
there's a quieter side not everyone sees unfold.
Though I may appear strong and outgoing in light,
I truly cherish moments of peace in my own quiet night.

I find solace in simple joys like lazy Mondays in bed,
though speaking to crowds fills me with dread.
My passion lies in making a positive change,
and exploring new hobbies keeps my life rearranged.

Photography, rollerskating, or learning a new craft,
bring me fulfillment and memories of my grandmother's past.
Though others' opinions may weigh on my mind,
traveling and meeting new faces help me unwind.

I have a quirky sense of humor, hidden behind sarcasm's veil,
and accents for fun, like my British one, never fail.
Through displacement and vulnerability, I've learned to embrace,
life's challenges with humility and grace.

There's a side of me that craves attention and control,
a shadow side hidden from the world's patrol.
It's all me, flaws and all, that I'm learning to embrace,
finding solace in my room, without the need to chase.