I can’t make him love me.he won’t.and i can’t. i can’t begwithout ripping something out of myself.every time i hope,it hurts.every time i try to be “enough,”i lose a piece of me. i can’t keep showing upto be ignored.can’t keep softening my voicejust to make space for his silence. i’ve cried in roomshe never even… Continue reading “He won’t, and I can’t.”
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“I Know, But Still…”
I know I’m fine.I know I’m smart.I know I turn headswhen I walk into a room.I know the power I carry.I know the softness too.I know how to smilewhen everything inside me is shaking.I know how to act like nothing ever touched me. But still… I doubt.I overthink.I replay shit that already broke mejust to… Continue reading “I Know, But Still…”
In the shadows
In the void of my mind, you linger, you stayA haunting presence that won’t go awayAbsent in flesh, but present in spiritA constant reminder of all that I fearYour whispers, like knives, cut deep in my soulAching, throbbing, taking its tollYou’re a shadow, a specter, a weight on my chestA never-ending torment that won’t let… Continue reading In the shadows
Faded into the shadows
The darkness introduced me to heartbreak, a familiar faceSeems you’ve left your mark once againI was drawn in by your hollow promisesA fool to believe there was ever a spark to beginMy heart aches for understandingDestiny already etched in stoneAnother disaster on the horizonWe set off on this journey as friends, now lost and aloneI’m… Continue reading Faded into the shadows
The girl that lives inside me
The girl inside me, she crept in like a thief in the night A festering word, poisoning my soul with blight Infecting my organs, a dark force taking hold A shadow in my heart, a story left untold She lingers in the depths, a haunting specter of pain A relentless tormentor, driving me insane Whispers… Continue reading The girl that lives inside me
Shades of love
Take the pain that lingers, let it rise, let it flow,Through the cracks of my soul, let emotions overflow.Some say I’m crazy, but in my truth, I’m sane,Waiting for my moment, to break free from the chain.If only there was a way to erase the past,To banish the hurt, to make it the last.So don’t… Continue reading Shades of love
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